i’m so excited for this summer. i can’t wait to do this solo trip! i finally got my camera so i can document it all. i was talking to one of my friends about how college reminds me of when i was in 8th grade and never talked. i would go full days without saying a single word and full months without even touching another human. i branched out a bit my junior and senior year but ever since i’ve been in college its been exactly like 8th grade. right back to that isolation. i don’t speak to anybody just school, home, work on repeat. part of me is ok with it because humans are crazy and i prefer to be on the outside of insanity, but the other half of me feels like i might be missing out on my youth. i’m really doing this life alone. it might be cool to see how it feels for someone to have my back. i don’t know.
“Unemployed promise, niggas got problems, guns and narcotics, television garbage, pussy police and a whole lotta nonsense, masochist class anybody is an object, arms too short to box with long pockets, president dope get high and launch rockets and giggle like a villain straight out the comics”—Mos Def
I don’t get it. What do you accomplish when you have everyone hating the same things you hate? Cuz then you just have everybody hating everything. Why not just let people like whatever they like? Seems more efficient.